I’ve become so accustomed to your bullshit and emotional turmoil, I’ve forgotten how to enjoy the sunlight. I lost the formula on how to be at peace. I never stood a chance. your manipulation and your lies are why you’re in the predicament that you are in. I’m just glad I unhitched from you when I did. And I’m sad that you are stuck with the ain’t shit dude I told you to leave in the beginning. You make horrible decisions, and you never reflect on the possibily that maybe the problem isn’t external. But I’m an asshole for being the only one to tell you the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
I’m not your nanny, I’m not your oasis, I’m not your anything. I’ve never had to guard myself in a friendship. I thought I learned all the lesssons I’d need to learn.
